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I still miss you  i don't know how to put into words my reminisce towards you  my missing, my feelings, how much i will want to see you again  i couldnt share this feeling with the others cause they dont get it, they dont understand  they are not feeling the pain  i always see you in my dream, our old good days  i have the memories of us having dinner together, i have the memories of when i graduated you were there sharing the happiness with me and i have the memories of me going abroad, looking at your unbearable sadness on your face ... 
Nothing is permanent except death My reminisce about you has not stopped and planned carefully Your existence still lingers in our minds who are left behind You are on the other side where I never know when we will meet again I dont know whats the distance between us and we were never that far apart ...

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the day you left my life has changed I am still missing you here so why did you fly away? the moment you walked away, I wasnt there please wait for me to come home

counting to September 5th

We parted between two worlds and I will never get to know the distance between us. But distance is no more longer valid between us. I am riding out of town Though I don't know what's ahead of me, I want this route to stay as if September 5th never come I'm a lost girl within myself Love is always very strange Painful, sweet, bitter, happy and addictive Why did you fly away? I am still not ready to witness an end of us My hurt is your happiness I have questions in my mind And I know these questions will never be answered How are you doing up there? Are you feeling better now? Do you miss us? The emptiness and silence in my heart I miss your jokes, laughter, pranks and sitting next to me sharing your experience Your love and care for me will always stay in my mind and I will share them with your grandchildren I will let them know how great you are I hope by then I am ready to talk about you and your stories I am sitting in living room and it always makes m
I was betrayed by love when I did not betray love. It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair. Still I'm the only one who seems to care.

Expensive word.

Youth, this word has left me and you long time ago Only the memories in your mind could bring you back there U ought to know how shall we play the games in the other world Things will not have gone this way, isnt it? Has times jus swap all away when the sweet gone, bitter comes Everything you said to me, I dont wish to remember most of the bits Because keeping them in mind will hurt me one day, I know Regretting, I dont want to go through this and I know I wont Even so, next time I will made promises to you again Although youve broken mine, no worries I will made mine come true Knowing that it feels awful to treat the others this way like what I came through Easily said from your mouth but I dont know it easily left your mind as well R you still gonna give me more and do the same thing again?

Thank you

I did not know this will happen until today  Nasty boy who tattooed me with pain  Come and walk out from my life  As if I like to watch this saddening movie  I have the happiness with you all along  Ended with double pain all through you  Give me convincing words to make me feel you love me  Give me convincing laughters to tell me you’re happy with me  But where is your convincing actions to prove me these are eternal  Nasty boy, I am mature enough to carry these  This is not worthwhile to me, do you know?  I doubt everything you had engraved in my memories  Erasing these with the time I hold on tightly  I am naive in the past I did not wish us both to turn back the time  Awakened that you do not belong with me  We were both tired of guessing each other out  Forget about al those enchantment I had to you  This shall be a goodbye song that I wrote for you