Abandoned

Dad and mom, look what I have now is perfect
I keep on walking fast to pursue everything
And to achieve what is the best in the world
But I was too busy to visit you at home


I am blinded by the beautiful things
So I took advantage on your love towards me
Held me your hands to save me from this mistake
And I swear I will pamper you till your last breath

I keep on climbing up the mountain
Trying to reach as high as possible
I just want to show you that I can reach further
Sorry I might abandoned you for awhile

Dad and mom, look what I’m capable off now
I drive my own car and I buy you a mansion
Am I not filial enough for you now?
We were arguing in kitchen during twilight

I keep on climbing up the mountain
Trying to reach as high as possible
I just want to show you that I can reach further
Sorry I might abandoned you for awhile

Dad and mom, tell me why we cant twist back the time
Why you choose to let me know only when you leave the world
I hate you for not telling me earlier
And I hate myself for hurting your heart

I keep on climbing up the mountain
Trying to reach as high as possible
I just want to show you that I can reach further
Sorry I might abandoned you for awhile

Dad and mom, look what I have now is imperfect
Because you leave me all alone in the world 

Written by : Prudence Xix 

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