Thank you

I most preferred indie and acoustic genres

Sometimes I listen to rock and jazz songs

My playlist comes from wide range

I listen to songs that people will not expect

To them, I am not being me

What should I be?

Should I act like everybody expected me to be?

At times, being special and unique feels good

At times, it makes us feel tired and exhausted

We want to quit but to save the pride we try to keep on being special

Why we want to act in that way?

Although people claimed that they don’t mind the others,

They still care and they realized it but to save the pride they will not admit

I say it seems that everybody is living for others

What say you?

I solve my own obstacles

I have my own thoughts

I listen to my own opinion and

I believe in myself

I want people to live independently

I wished people are not tearing when they are sad

I wished people will not complain when they face problems

But things will not work the way I want

And I know I could not suppress these from happening

Because it will be unfair to make them act like one

Because the world is not spinning for me instead but for everyone

I say I should see in this perceptions that

Ain’t these things just make us human has lots of feeling

Ain’t these things make our lives more meaningful

And our life will not be just flat and dull

What say you?

Why we should compare ourselves to the more fortunate

Why we will not compare ourselves to the more unfortunate

Because we know that we will sound more pitiful if compare to the more fortunate

Because we know that we will sound more fortunate comparing to the unfortunate ones

Overall because we this little humans want to win in every argument

People mind when they lose in all sorts of stuff

Some people choose to try harder and win back

Some people mind at that moment only and let it go as time passes

Some people let the feeling linger forever and stay timid

I think we should try harder and win back

And see I act just like some other people

So, I ain’t special though

What say you?

We learnt to talk

We learnt alphabets and numbers

We learnt writing and reading

We applied everything that we’ve learnt in our life

We used words to express our feelings

We used actions to express our feelings

We know that sometimes words couldn’t describe our feeling perfectly

We know that sometimes we are laid back in expressing our real feelings

We know that sometimes actions couldn’t show what we want

And we are clear towards each other that even though words couldn’t describe our feeling,

We still will not choose to take actions to tell people what we feel

Are we being timid?

Does this show we care for the other one?

Or it means that we mind what people will think negative about us when we show what we want and what we feel

What say you then?