This is so not an emo post .. haha

Yes.. this isnt any of my emotional post 

Haha. this is just random writing 

Sometimes I do scribble words and phrases into a few paragraphs

Just tryna write out something good .. haha 

Do you know or do you even realize that our love is just not normal 

It's abnormal and it's different from the others

We ought to know that we should come to an end one day 

But have you realized that I have shown protest that I didnt want it to end 

How about have you realized I have been protruding my special feelings towards you 

I dont call it love 

I just see it as something special & unique feeling than the others can give me 

I dare not treat this as love because I know that this is not a love that all will agree upon 

But why should we ask for others agreements 

Aint this thing belongs to us both only

Why should we consider the others

Yes, we shouldn't be selfish and yes we should consider about the others as well 

Just because of the others, we choose to let go 

But have you realized that this feeling is just like a crevasse

It makes me going deeper and deeper 

The more I struggle to come out from this feeling, the deeper I fall into 

Can you tell me what is right and what is wrong?

Are we and the others to judge what is right and what is wrong when 

everybody is admitting sins 

I choose to peg myself towards the frozen feeling

I know this is just a confusion of mine because I still mind for everything 

But have you realized that I still care

Is it a yes or a no 

Looking at you with the others, makes me feel little

I don't hope for your full attention since we are apart 

I have many words that I dare not to tell you 

So I keep it as a little secret of mine and forget about it as times pass

Do you know that time is not the best medicine for me right now 

I admit that I have not given you the best

And you are not perfect for me 

But have you realized what I pursue is not a perfect lover

And have you realized although I find it abnormal, 

I choose to venture myself and continue to 

Hold this special & unique feelings with you

I just have realized that what I actually want 

is to have an excursion with you though I know we have limited time only

And allow us both make a special & unique excursion for this time